Monday, December 31, 2018

Perfect replacement for all the NYE shows on TV.

Who knew cleaning out the fridge could be so much fun?!
   As Paul Atreides grew in his prescience and hyper-awareness, he began to lose track of whether what he was seeing was actually happening, or a memory, or a prediction, or a dream. 
   I feel ya, Muad'Dib. 
   Nearing the end of Dune.....sad to say. I could keep going and read the whole series, but I'm forcing myself to move on, for the time being.
   The next thing I'll read will be On The Road, by Kerouac. Such a lot I've heard about him, it's time I sat down and read what he's written. Catch up with my youngest kid.
   I'm just afraid that, after Dune, I will find it unappetizing.

   I'll let you know.......

   And after that, it will be Ideas Have Consequences, by Richard M. Weaver. A book that lay around my parents' house for as long as I remember being able to read. Time I got that one under my belt, too. I'm reading up on Weaver now, and find him interesting. Looking forward to seeing what he has to say.
"The concept of progress acts as a protective mechanism to shield us from the terrors of the future" - from Collected Sayings of Muad'Dib by the Princess Irulan, Dune
"When law and duty are one, united by religion, your are never fully aware of yourself. You are always a little less of an individual." - from "Muad"Dib: The Ninety-nine Wonders of the Universe" by Princess Irulan. Dune

I think this is true, and at the sam time I think there is SOME good in it. We need to see ourselves as individuals. Unlike the animals whose self-awareness doesn't go beyond the identity of the pack, and/or the leader of it, we are able to and should view ourselves as a single entity. The divine ability to say "I".  Equally important, though, is the ability to see ourselves as part of a pack - a marriage, a family, a village, a religion, a nation, etc. Our identity, as healthy humans, is in part based on the community we're a part of.





Sunday, December 30, 2018

Maybe I want to go back to school - finish my philosophy degree - so I can have someone to talk with about the subjects that interest me........   haha.
Life is good because I get to listen to a song in Neapolitan Italian, about a sleeping sailor and the mermaid who loves him.

"Ninna Nanna, Marinare."
IF -
   - Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
  Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
  But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired of waiting,
  Or being lied about don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
  And yet don't look too good or talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
  If you can think and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
  And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
  Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
  And stoop and build them up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
  And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
  And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your nerve and heart and sinew
  To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
  Except the Will which says to them, "hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
  Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
  If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
  With sixty second's worth of distance run,
Yours the earth and everything that's in it,
  And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
AULD LANG SYNE
        Robert burns

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to min'?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidled i' the burn,
From morning sun till dine;
But seas between us braid hae roared
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand, my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o' thine;
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld land syne.

And surely you'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine;
And we'll take a cup o'kindness yet
For auld lang syne.

Friday, December 28, 2018

Since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
-- the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other : then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think no parenthesis

             - e.e. cummings

"When religion and politics travel in the same cart, the riders believe nothing can stand in their way. Their movement becomes headlong - faster and faster and faster. They put aside all thoughts of obstacles and forget that a precipice dos not show itself to the man in a blind rush until it's too late." - Bene Gesserit saying, Dune.

I think, with the utmost respect to Mr. Herbert, I would change the word "politics" here to "power". Politics is just the discussion of how to best govern a people, or to gain power, and religion probably should be in that discussion. It's a huge part of what makes up a culture. I think it's not until power and religion are vested in the same person or group of people that it becomes dangerous for all involved.

"Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic." - from "The sayings of Muad'Dib" by the Princess Irulan

Wednesday, December 26, 2018

"A leader, you see, is one of the things that distinguishes a mob from a people. He maintains the level of individuals. Too few individuals, and a people reverts to a mob." - Stilgar, Dune


Of all the stories you've lived,
This one most becomes you.
Cleaning up after Christmas. It's raining outside, the front door is open. And this is wafting through the house......... First in a playlist. (sigh of contentment)
"Starlight displaced just enough of the night to charge each shadow with menace." Fran Herbert, Dune

Tuesday, December 25, 2018

Little Miss Mary, engaged to be married,
Received some life-changing news.
Before she could wed, and bring a husband to bed,
She'd bring forth the King of the Jews!

Miss Mary was scared, but always prepared
To do what the Lord thought was best.
She said, "Let it be" and we all can see,
All the world through Mary is blessed.

When you can't find the Santa Hat....
Ready for the crowd.
Ready for the grill.
Christmas Eve at Casa Keyrouz. Ready for the feast.

Monday, December 24, 2018

oh wow. Get in the best mood you can muster, get rid of distractions, and turn it up. In Greek, the language of the movie the song is from. 
This man spoiled me. No other version does it for me.

Sunday, December 23, 2018

"Paul continued to stare across the basin. He inhaled, sensed the softly cutting contralto smell of sage climbing the night. The predatory bird - he thought of it as the way of this desert. It had brought a stillness to the basin so unuttered that the blue-milk moonlight could almost be heard flowing across the sentinel saguaro and spiked paintbrush. There was a low humming of light here more basic in its harmony than any other music in his universe."  - Dune

A. When I read this at 14 (and thereafter) I don't remember noticing the beautiful writing, the creative use of language, as much as I am this time.

B. So is it after you have a certain level of spice in your system that you begin HEARING the light and the aromas?  Haha.....
CHRISTMAS

Religions the world over, since the dawn of time, have required a sacrifice to appease the gods. Only one god that I'm aware of offers himself as the sacrifice. Amazing. Mind-blowing. Immense gratitude. No animal or virgin can compare.

All other gods, whoever they may be,
Say, "Kill my creatures, kill each other".
My God said, "Kill me."

Selah.
Such quality filled my childhood! 
Growing up hearing this, I always pictured a Pavoratti-looking singer. A big Italian, full of spaghetti and wine. Not this skinny, pale British kid. I am so impressed. Love this guy. 
Christmas Eve Eve. If you have anything left to get, better get it today. Tomorrow it won't be worth the loss of life or limb you may suffer, or the kind of person you'd have to become to win that battle. 
from IDEA
   - Michael Drayton

61

Since there's no help, come let us kiss and part:
Nay, I have done; you get no more of me,
And I am glad, yea, glad with all my heart,
That thus so cleanly I myself can free;
Shake hands forever, cancel all our vows,
And when we meet at any time again,
Be it not be seen in either of our brows
That one jot of former love retain.
Now at the last gasp of love's latest breath,
When faith is kneeling by his bed of death,
And innocence is closing up his eyes,
Now, if thou wouldst, when all have given him over,
From death to life thou mightst him yet recover.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

"We came from Caladan - a paradise world for our form of life. There existed no need on Caladan to build a physical paradise or a paradise of the mind - we could see the actuality all around us. And the price we paid was the price men have always paid for achieving a paradise in this life - we went soft, we lost our edge." - Muad'Dib, Conversations - Dune (Frank Herbert)

....... "where there is no vision the people perish."

Friday, December 21, 2018

A couple of my favorite songs on the Christmas list are the ones that pay tribute to my Irish-Italian ancestry. Here's the first! Enjoy!  :)
"What senses do we lack, that we cannot see or hear another world all around us?"
              - Orange Catholic Bible, Dune (Frank Herbert)
I love her voice. Marry Christmas!

Thursday, December 20, 2018

For many years on Facebook, I spent December posting a song a day from a list of the Christmas music I grew up with. It wasn't Christmas until that music was ringing through the house - usually beginning the night we put up and decorated the tree. This Christmas is a lean one. We haven't gotten a tree and probably won't. And I'm not on Facebook. But with the music and some reflection it's still Christmas, so I will post here some of the loveliness I've enjoyed all my life. May all who visit here experience the joy and peace of this season! My love to you all....

THE WORLD IS TOO MUCH WITH US
                               - William Wordsworth

The world is too much with us; late and soon,
Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers:
Little we see in nature that is ours;
We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon!
This Sea that bares her bosom to the moon;
The Winds that will be howling at all hours,
And are up-gathered now like sleeping flowers;
For this, for everything, we are out of tune;
It moves us not. - Great God! I'd rather be
A Pagan suckled in a creed outworn;
So might I, standing in this pleasant lea,
Have glimpses that would make me less forlorn;
Have sight of Proteus coming from the sea;
Or hear old Triton blow his wreathed horn.
Sorry for my silence the past few days - what a week!
   On Monday I ran into the grocery store to pick up a few things. Grabbed a cart and headed down the aisle. But it was driving crooked, so I took it back and switched it for another cart. Shopped for half an hour, forty-five minutes, and didn't realize until I had checked out that I had left my keys in the first cart. Aughh! I spent two solid hours searching every cart I could in that huge store, going over and over to Lost and Found, and frequently going out to make sure I still had a car - because it was a clicker key. Anyone who found it could walk up and down the lanes clicking until the right car opened. And then bye-bye.  ...... All to no avail. Finally my husband came and took me and the groceries home. The next day I spent nearly $300 to get a whole new door key and ignition key made. The old one is still out there somewhere.
   While I lay awake that night wondering if my car was still there, I got a text from my son who's on his way to Lebanon to spend Christmas with family over there. He had had a long layover in Athens and had done some sight-seeing. And accidentally dropped his passport in a taxi. The taxi driver was kind enough to turn it in at the US embassy, but the embassy wouldn't give it back without approval from the State Department in Washington, and who knows how long THAT would take?? Because my husband is from the middle east, and some of us go visit frequently, there's always the worry that we're going to look suspicious to someone. I spent most of yesterday on the phone with Washington - to our US rep's office, and the State Department. At seven something this morning, He texted that he got it back. Whew!
   Today our granddaughter is arriving to spend three days with us. I can't wait to have nothing more pressing to think about!  ðŸ’–

Sunday, December 16, 2018

THE LAST WORD
  Matthew Arnold

Creep into thy narrow bed,
Creep, and let no more be said!
Vain thy onset! all stands fast;
Thou thyself must break at last.

Let the long contention cease!
Geese are swans and swans are geese.
Let them have it how they will!
Thou art tired! best be still!

They out-talk'd thee, hiss'd thee, tore thee.
Better men fared thus before thee;
Fired their ringing shot and pass'd,
Hotly charged - and broke at last.

Charge once more, then, and be dumb!.
Let the victors, when they come,
When the forts of folly fall,
Find thy body by the wall

Saturday, December 15, 2018

Oh, Man.
I heard this on my excellent sound system in the car, on my way to the grocery store. And walked around the store, once I'd arrived, pitying every soul I saw, because odds were excellent that not a one of them had THIS echoing through their brains......

Friday, December 14, 2018

Winter afternoon herbs
Cheddar cheese wrapped in pita bread and toasted in the oven until crispy and melty. And coffee. Breakfast of champions.
Another one from Noura. Thank you, Habibte!  ðŸ’–

One of my favorite things to do in the world is to spend an afternoon/evening with my cousin Noura, when she comes from Saudi Arabia to see her boys. We always eat and talk and exchange music we've discovered. We're always delighted by the things each other has to offer. Last night was no different. She showed me this girl (and the band), and I'm going to be looking for more by her (and them). Enjoy!
EVERNESS
   - Jorge Luis Borges
     translated by Richard Wilbur

One thing does not exist: Oblivion.
God saves the metal, and he saves the dross,
And his prophetic memory guards from loss
The moons to come and those of evenings gone.
Everything IS: the shadows in the glass
Which, in between the day's two twilights, you
Have scattered by the thousands, or shall strew
Henceforth in the mirrors that you pass.
And everything is part of that diverse
Crystalline memory, the universe;
Whoever through its endless maze wanders
Hears door on door click shut behind his stride,
And only from the sunset's farther side
Shall view at last the Archetypes and the Splendors. 

Thursday, December 13, 2018



Pinetop Perkins is her guide.

"Ours is an age of improved means toward deteriorated ends." - Tolkien

Wednesday, December 12, 2018

I've heard it said, "If you find a good book, read it over and over again. You will get something new out of it each time - not because something's been added to the book, but because something's been added to you."
The first time I read this, I was 14 years old, and it widened my eyes, my horizons, my understanding. I've read it several times since, but upon this reading, I'm brought back to the first, and can't help comparing the depth of understanding. What a blessing, to grow older!

From a Facebook page I used to know...... 2010

A WORD PAINTS A THOUSAND PICTURES

Oh, what a beautiful day! The sky is a rich, cornflower blue, the sun is hot, and the breeze cool. The air is sparkling, crystal clear. The River leaped up, laughing, when he saw me hit the trail, and raced me to the last deck. He won, Old Man though he was, and as I leaned on the rail, gazing at him, he giggled, his eyes twinkling like a thousand diamonds. He wanted me to think he was laughing at me, but I knew better. Father Wind was tickling him.........
            
              MWK

Tuesday, December 11, 2018

from VACILLATION
          - William Butler Yeats


Get all the gold and silver that you can,
Satisfy ambition, animate
The trivial days and ram them with the sun,
And yet upon these maxims meditate:
All women dote upon an idle man
Although their children need a rich estate;
No man has ever lived that had enough
Of children's gratitude or woman's love.

No longer in Lethean foliage caught
Begin preparation for your death
And from the fortieth winter by that thought
Test every work of intellect or faith,
And everything that your own hands have wrought,
And call those works extravagance of breath
That are not suited for such men as come
Proud, open-eyed and laughing to the tomb.



To me it has a Van Gogh-ish look. This is the field across the road from our house. And our mailbox.

Monday, December 10, 2018

Last night I was reminded that I really like the word "skullduggery". I wish it were used more often. I'll be looking for chances......  :)
This morning, with my first cup of coffee, I finished Irish Fairy and Folk Tales, by W.B. Yeats. I will miss the countryside and the Good People, the heroic quests and the help of various enchanted animals and things.  And the perfectly logical combination of Christianity and animism. I'll go back now and then, to revisit that world.
And today I'll begin my rereading of Dune. Just the first book, for now. I have so much more to read. Want to plunge into the world of worms and spice and witches and politics for a bit.
THIS WORLD IS NOT CONCLUSION
     - Emily Dickinson

This World is not Conclusion.
A Species stands beyond -
Invisible, as Music -
But positive, as Sound -
It beckons, and it baffles -
Philosophy - don't know -
And through a Riddle, at the last -
Sagacity, must go -
To guess it, puzzles scholars -
To gain it, men have borne
Contempt of Generations
And Crucifixion, shown -
Faith slips - and laughs, and rallies -
Blushes, if any see -
Plucks at a twig of Evidence -
And asks a Vane, the way -
Much Gesture, from the Pulpit -
Strong Hallelujahs roll -
Narcotics cannot still the Tooth
That nibbles at the soul.

"Narcotics cannot still the Tooth that nibbles at the soul". I like that.


Sunday, December 9, 2018

Off yer bum, Wench! There's a house to make beautiful, a library or two to work on, and a date to get ready for! 
Gertrude, Queen of Denmark

So I, who already have a place, though a low one, in the ranks of the learned, shall one day sit among those who wear the ivy and laurels of victory. Now I shall no longer mix with the brainless mob: my steps will shun the sight of common eyes."

     - John Milton
SONNET VII

How soon hath Time, the subtle thief of youth,
 Stolen on his wing my three and twentieth year!
 My hasting days fly on with full career,
 But late spring no bud or blossom shew'th.
Perhaps my semblance might deceive the truth,
 That I to manhood am arrived so near,
 And inward ripeness doth much less appear,
 That some more timely-happy spirits endu'th.
Yet be it less or more, or soon or slow,
 It shall be still in strictest measure even
 To that same lot, however mean or high,
Toward which Time leads me, and the will of Heaven.
 All is, if I have grace to use it so,
 As ever in my great Taskmaster's eye.

    - John Milton

Saturday, December 8, 2018

The other day I ran into a friend I hadn't seen in a while, at the local coffee shop. And we talked. What a pleasure, to sit over a cup of coffee with an old Irish poet, playwright, actor, engineer, inventor, passionately opinionated Viet Nam vet, discussing poetry!  Sharing from our cell phones the latest things we've scribbled down......
And later he sent me this:

The Artist's Hand

The potters wheel that spun so fine,
The artists touch that made it whine,
The hands positioned from the train of thought,
The beauty of the artist and goblet wrought,

Nick Collier
Double. Two musicians, four parts.
Good cloudy day music. 
It's 45 degrees, overcast and damp outside. I could not ask for a better day - this is my kind of weather! I'm going to enjoy the endless variety of greens and browns around me, going to try making a savory shallot tarte tatin, going to prep for the grand baby to spend the evening, going to read and write and listen to music. What a great day! 


Guess who's coming to spend the evening with me!  My Wild Thing!  ðŸ’–

Friday, December 7, 2018

THE DARK HILLS
    - Edwin Arlington Robinson

Dark hills at evening in the west,
Where sunset hovers like a sound
Of golden horns that laid to rest
Old bones of warriors under ground,
Far now from all the bannered ways
Where flash the legions of the sun,
You fade - as if the last of days
Were fading and all wars were done.

Thursday, December 6, 2018

I got this signed photo for Hubby a few years ago, and I just found it in a closet I was cleaning out. It's now up at Consilina Pizzeria. Because Hubby is the king of soups.
Coming right along! Now I'm beginning to pick which pictures I'll hang, and where. Soon I'll be hitting Goodwill and thrift shops for gorgeous (and cheap!) frames. This is so much fun......
What a nippy drippy happy hippy day! I get to teach a couple of smart, fun kids, and then make bread, decorate my library some more, start on Hubby's study, and study to my heart's content.

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

The adorable little 5-year-old I teach every morning has a story running through her head all the time. If she's left alone for a few minutes, it spills out of her mouth, and she plays all the parts. From a couple of rooms away, I hear her speaking dramatically, her voice changing slightly for the various characters. I'm quite sure that the life we grown-ups ask her to participate in is an annoying interruption of these proceedings. Lucky for her, she has a teacher who sympathizes thoroughly.

Tuesday, December 4, 2018

To be curious about that which is not my business, while I am still ignorant of my own self, would be ridiculous.
                          - Socrates

Monday, December 3, 2018

ALONE
 - Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring -
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow - I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone -
And all I've lov'd - I've lov'd alone -
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most stormy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still -
From the torrent, or the fountain -
From the red cliff of the mountain -
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold -
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm -
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view -

Sunday, December 2, 2018

I'm all alone in the house, clapping my hands with delight at this. Enjoy!

Friday, November 30, 2018

I'm not sure, but the other day
I think I met Dorian Gray......

Thursday, November 29, 2018

Life is good because..... I can sway around in my kitchen, chopping onions and tomatoes, stewing chicken, boiling pasta, in a marvelous mood, listening to my Italian playlist fill the house...... and call it studying.   (Big Grin)
Maria Callas. Thanks, Dad.  ;)

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

What a find! Gettin' edumacated tonight........

Thanks, Santa!  ðŸ˜€

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

lol
Going out tonight, though! To the poetry circle....... gotta cut loose now and then, right? 
SONNET 29
 William Shakespeare

When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art and that mans's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising,
From sullen earth sings hymns at heaven's gate;
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.

Sunday, November 25, 2018

Hey Diddle Diddle, He made big, He made little
He made the sun and the moon
The mourn and the dance
The plow and the lance
The plan and the chance
He made December and June.

Friday, November 23, 2018

Perfect music for cleaning up after Thanksgiving and preparing for all the kids to be home tomorrow, for my birthday. Life truly is good.
Who would venture out on a day called Black Friday?? I'd be afraid of catching my death of something..... I will emerge only to slip down to the corner store and pick up a loaf of that nasty, pasty commercial white bread. Which I usually eschew, but for leftover turkey sandwiches, I happily chew.  

Huh! Waddaya know.....
The Song of Wandering Aengus
     By William Butler Yeats

I went out to the hazel wood,
Because a fire was in my head,
And cut and peeled a hazel wand
And hooked a berry to a thread;
And when white moths were on the wing,
And moth-like stars were flickering out,
I dropped the berry in a stream
And caught a little silver trout.

When I had laid it on the floor
I went to blow the fire a-flame,
But something rustled on the floor,
And someone called me by my name;
It had become a glimmering girl
With apple blossom in her hair
Who called me by my name and ran
And faded through the brightening air.

Though I am old with wandering
Through hollow lands and hilly lands,
I will find out where she has gone,
And kiss her lips and take her hands;
And walk among long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun.

- A lovely framed copy of this was a birthday gift from my dear sister Sarah yesterday. It's beautiful, and I will find the perfect spot in my forest library to hang it. Probably very close to my desk, so I can look up and read it anytime I want. 💖
I'm thankful that the finest people I know are my parents, my husband, my siblings, my children. I love you, Bob, Annie, Diana, Raymond, Katie and David and Michael, Sarah and Chad, and Aidan and William, Rachel and Robb and Ava, Chris, Yvonne, Peter, Robbie and Kasi and Darcy, and Annie. 

Thursday, November 22, 2018

Pie cookies! Pie crust leftovers cut out with a cookie cutter and sprinkled with sugar and cinnamon. The perfect ratio of salt, sugar, and fat, with just enough starch to hold it together and just enough flavor to justify the indulgence. Happy Holidays!
And the pies that go with them. Two pumpkin, one apple and one pecan. And homemade toffee.
It's Thanksgiving! There's a parade!
And pies and cookies to be made.
A massive turkey to be dressed
While thinking of all the ways you're blessed.


Wednesday, November 21, 2018

one of those days.....

"We remind me of an old song"  - a poet

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

By my daughter. I'm so amazed by the talent of my kids.

ON THE VANITY OF EARTHLY GREATNESS

The tusks that clashed in mighty brawls
Of mastodons, are billiard balls.

The sword of Charlemagne The Just
Is ferric oxide, known as rust.

The gritty bear whose potent hug
Was feared by all is now a rug.

Great Caesars's bust is on the shelf,
And I don't feel so well myself.

 - Arthur Guiterman

Monday, November 19, 2018












In the middle of the city, in east Austin, there is a working farm, and an al fresco restaurant. It's called Eden East. Our friend Jon, who's an artist, lives there. I kinda envy him.

Sunday, November 18, 2018


Every year for the past 8, the local Rotary Club has a fund-raiser cooking contest, called Men Who Cook. It's entered by chefs, and also by local guys who just love cooking. Hubby has entered most times, I think, and has won several times. Last night, with his Caribbean Queen Shrimp with Lobster and Ancho Chili sauce, he won again, with the help of our son Peter. I'm so proud of him!

Friday, November 16, 2018


I live in an enchanted world.

EVOLUTION

Out of the dusk, a shadow,
Then, a spark;
Out of the cloud a silence,
Then, a lark;
Out of the heart a rapture,
Then, a pain;
Out of the dead, cold ashes,
Life again.

- John Bannister Tabb

Thursday, November 15, 2018

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

My maternal grandfather was a very learned man. He was fluent in five languages, and something of a poet and philosopher.  And a gourmet cook. And his favorite poet was William Blake. When I was seven, for his birthday, I memorized and recited The Tyger for him. And my sister, five at the time, did The Lamb. Memories that Made Me.......


The Tyger

Tyger, tyger, burning  bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire
What the hand dare seize the fire?

And what shoulder and what art
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And, when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand and what dread feet?

What the hammer? What the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears
And watered heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who made the lamb make thee?

Tyger, Tyger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

Tuesday, November 13, 2018

From Irish Fairy and Folk Tales, W.B. Yeats

The bodies of saints are fastidious things. At a place called Four-mile-Water, in Wexford, there is an old graveyard full of saints. Once it was on the other side of the river, but they buried a rogue there, and the whole graveyard moved across in the night, leaving the rogue-corpse in solitude. It would have been easier to move merely the rogue-corpse, but they were saints, and had to do things in style

"I am a barbarously early riser....I love the empty, silent, dewy, cobwebby hours." -- C.S. Lewis, Letters to an American Lady

Me too, Mr. Lewis 

Monday, November 12, 2018

This barely 5-year-old cutie that I'm teaching, who came to me in September unable to hold still for ten seconds, still unable to stop talking for ten seconds, but very bright, will be reading and writing in cursive by Christmas, methinks.  

Imber totem diem fluit.
Urceatim semper pluit.
Taedet intus nos manere:
Numquam potest sol splendere....

Saturday, November 10, 2018

The mural in my daughters' hallway, which they painted over several months. Painstakingly detailed, delightfully imaginative. I have some awesome kids.
(I had to take a series of photos, because the hall is too narrow to back up and get the whole picture. I'm insisting that when they move they take the wall with them! lol)

Serpent wrapped around a beam of sunlight. Brilliant.